...and the boredom sets in...

**ankle update**
I still can't walk on my fat-egg-moon-fool of an ankle...which...is kinda worrying...since normally when i sprain it...i can walk on it the same day (albeit with much pain...but still.) the verdict is...sam has to go back to le doctors 2moro to see whether ive torn/ruptured or killed any of my ligaments or tendons. ah...the joy. Pain and general fatness seems to be centred around my achilles tendon...which all you football fans out there might know means if ive crudded it up might never be able to play badminton competitively again. (ahhh! scary.)

As many of you know...i like to move around...i like to be active. And so...there is a small war going on in sams head which goes a bit like this :
"im scared...what if...(fill in scary thoughts related to ankle and not being able to move)"
"uh...does it matter? you dont NEED your ankle...it would be nice...but its not like its necessary."
"but...what if...(fill in more scary thoughts)"
"Its all in Gods hands...it'll be fine...whatever will be will be...theres nothing which you can change now anyway..."
"but...it hurts! and...i feel like a useless blahface because i can't move."
"SO?!? stop being so darn loserish and look for what you can do..."

mmm.
somebody give me SOMETHING to do...please...PLEASE!
can't even catch up with all the work im missin because all my books are at school...

Something is happening...can't see it yet...but guess i will in the times to come.

ETERNAL PERSPECTIVE! The world does not need my ankle! the world needs Jesus!
Need to pray.

Funny things related to ankle :
- i have to crawl...yes...CRAWL...everywhere.
- it looks much like a beeched whale. (just sliiiiiiiightly smaller)
- can't ACTUALLY see the bone cos its so fat...it looks like i have no bone...hahahaa....*reminded of harry potter...* *feels like even more of a loser for thinking of harry potter...*
- its black! ok...so its a bruise...but still...its kinda greenish...my ankle is seasick.

Have to go make my sister lunch now...
Hope you're all ok...
*crawls away*