Thursday, March 16, 2006

bushra is a blob. a blob is bushra. bu-lob. bulob jammin...p'jammin!

Recent Learnings...
- Im not insignificant. Im small, seemingly irrelevant to anything...but don't let that fool you...it fooled me...for a while.
- Sometimes, everything you've learnt has to be completely stripped down, to get rid of the junk which has also been picked up on the way and you have to start again...right from the beginning.
- Mark 4:39...He calmed the storm..but He didnt just take it back to how it was before, He made it EVEN better..."and there was a great calm." Even in their unbelief He helped them when they called Him...
- Yesterdays 40 DOF...the lady who was bleeding...she went to the people of this world who she thought could help her...the doctors. It makes sense right? Its what any of us would have done...because, they're the most qualified to help her in the world. But even they couldn't help her...she could only be helped, only be healed...by Jesus. In fact, it says the doctors only made her worse! Is that the case with me? When i have a problem do i go to people who seem qualified in the world to help me...when actually, i have Jesus, the ONLY truly qualified person to help right there? Why do i look for the inadequate help first? Human-me is tres strange.
- I was thinking when i was reading...woah...man...these healings, they're...amazing. Also...all the people who are healed seem to be desperate, or have desperate people bringing them to Jesus. Jairus came to Jesus in 'desperation', the friends are so desperate to bring their friend to Jesus that they dig a hole in the roof...
Am i ever that desperate for Jesus? If i was in a crowd and Jesus was passing, would i be so desperate to see Him that i'd climb up a tree? Why not? Man, so much to learn...Ahhhhhhhhhhh....exciting stuff.

Goings on...
Reunited saturday! be there or be a friar. like friar tuck..and yes, you will become bald...and fat.
Plane + building is booked for "BARTHALONA!"...woot!
Off to Durham next week...still waitin on God to show me where...think im definately meant to be Uni-ing...so...now just a question of where. Not long left for Him to show...wonder how Hes gonna show me...
Muchos workos to catch up on...essays, cwk and notes galore! Ah, the joy.
6 weeks till im officially an adult.
9 weeks till my exams start.
Resit back...79/90. Managed to pull bio up to an A now...but still resittin another module...why didnt i just work harder last year...? silly moon.
Antneys bday party next fridya...have to help order everything...food...etcetera. mooshy..should be fun. straight from school to making party food! yay...more crazy kitchen family time.
Physio on monday...8.30am! (what?! mad physio's who wake up to early) They're inflicting pain...and they haven't even touched my ankle yet!
Still seems like i have tons to do even without all the activities...

Bushra is a Baboon who likes Balloons and Blows them up whilst listening to Backstreet Boys on her Broken Bollywood-style-Cd-player. She is a Babbling brunette, who occassionally Breaks wind and Brings Burpers to their knees. Don't let this fool you though, shes a Bit of a Beauty.

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