Finishings.

Exams are over! Just to put it down. ar. everyone knows though :P
Just happy to have them done with...nice to have summer on the way.
Mmm...week from now ill be on a plane. wierd. Will be cool to get away though, kind of an escape. From...just everything. everyday reality.

Plans for coming week:
Tuesday/tomorrow. Hospital with Dad. Family time.
Wednesday. Alton Towers baby!
Thursday. Hospital with Mum. Dinner with the mad ones. TANVEER!! :D Sleep over at Bush's.
Friday. Home from Bush's. Start of packing. Mum&Dad anniversary dinner (too many years to count). Family time.
Saturday. Christina's bday. England match. Food. Cinema. Dancing. Need to finish packing. More family time :)
Sunday. Church, iD. Ball. Everyone staying over.
Monday. Everyone leaving (kicking them out :P). Day with mum. Beginning of plane journey to Malay.
Tuesday. Continued plane journey.
Wednesday. Reach KL around 1.30am. Check into hotel. Watch semi final of world cup *hopefully featuring england*. Finish travelling to la house of my uncle. hopefully sleep. See family (*grins*). Eat good food.

Mmm. its gonna be a mad one. Kind of whirlwind, no time to pause.
Guess plans could change if stuff happens, dno. Plans subject to change.
Hoping for some quality Jesus time. Just wanna get stronger in Him. so easily shaken at the moment. Takes so little. Maybe just still tired. Kinda wierd how tired i am. Just...wanna sleep all the time. Dno whether im getting ill, or still having post-exam tiredness. Its a wierd tiredness though, like body feels heavy. Tres bizzare. Last time i felt this tired i was on the verge of extreme illness. Like extreme ironing, but not. :P It'll probably go in a few days. *note to self* eat oranges. VITAMIN C!

Was tidying room last night (got so messy durin exams)...sortin out all my notes from sermons/conferences. Reading back through prayer journal, Gods answered so many of my prayers...Hes just so...faithful. Its so awesome, i can't believe how much Hes done in as little as two years...and i know He did a heck of a lot more before that, i was just blind to it all. Man...two years. Thats all its been. So so strange. Feels like so much longer. Just, so blessed. Can't believe, can't express. so so grateful. Actually, some of the answers to prayers seemed kinda...harsh. Some of the ways God helped me deal with something was to open my eyes, a lot of the times it kinda hurt, but can see now its best in the long run. Just, i dno. Such strange feelings at the moment.
Guess kinda nervous about hospital visits. Much to pray through.

Think God really changed things over exams. Cried much, learnt more. Mostly to let go. Was holding so tightly on to family which will pass away. In a way, in doing so i held them above God. I love my family, but, eventually...they wont be here, like me. They aren't supernatural, aren't eternal. Man, so many struggles with this. Other lessons learnt too. Hopefully tons more to come. Didn't really get to celebrate fathers day with my dad. Not properly anywho. had to revisings...and yeah, just no real celebration of his existence.

BBQ yday. was awesomely. Ah...Elina! such a blessing. We loves you Elina. Good food, fun times.
Must sleep...early morning!

Gdnight.