Monday, June 05, 2006

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, Do not depend upon your own understanding. Seek His will in all you do and He will direct your paths." Proverbs 3:5.

Father God, im not gonna be scared anymore. Theres nothing to fear anymore. Lord, now, right now i trust in You. With all my heart, with everything i am i wanna trust in You - help me hold nothing back. No longer, no more do i want to, or do i need to, try and depend upon my own understanding...in any situation, in any exam, through any wierd thoughts/dreams. Father i really wanna lay everything down - every second of this day and any days that may come. My whole life is my offering to You, not just the happy parts, not just the joyful parts, but the exams, the dealing with problems. Father, i want to work with everything i have for You. These exams are only a small part, 3 weeks, of my life offering, but i know now that what it is and how long its for don't really matter - what matters is that its all Yours, and what matters is that i work hard and cheerfully, because Father i am working for You! For You, almighty God, my rescuer and life partner...Father God thank You so much, for Your vastness, for Your unbelieveable and un-understandable love. Father thank You that everyday i can wake up and know that You have something knew to teach, thank You that You are so vast, so BIG and amazing that ill never be able to understand all of You, or see all of You and...Father thank You so much that i have eternity to try and find out anyway :) Father, right now i don't see what Your will is, in so many areas im blind to whats ahead, in fact, in every area i am...but Jesus i trust that Your will is best, even if its not my plan, or my desire. Lord, You see it all - You know it all, You know what this heart desires. Father im so glad my heart is in Your hands and not my own or someone elses. Jesus, im holding Your hand now...i wont try to walk alone anymore. Haha, Father You're beautiful :) x

"We may throw the dice, but the Lord determines how they fall."

Had a hilarious time with ma sibling Tuuls yday...ah the joys of Cafe Soya and chicken on the bone...*raises eyebrow* yeah dude...we actually saw chicken spleen.
Revised some in botanical gardens. Man that place rocks...they had a jazz band on too :D

sunsun!! :D

My sister just walked past the room and said "FERRREAK!"...
...im convinced thats how she shows love.

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